Dad's adoption story, radical idea #1

In 1946 my father was adopted by a family who had given him some clues about who his birth mother might be. After his parents passed away, dad began to search in earnest for his birth family.  In 1993 he tracked down his birth mother, and we all had a big family reunion. 

One of the first things my grandmother urged me to do was to write about this story.  It's been almost twenty years and I'm still trying to wrap my head around how to do this.  So, today I'm starting with blog posts on different sub-stories and hoping the whole picture will eventually emerge.

Sub-story 1

Grandma (Dorothy Marie Johnson) was a nurse.  This famous V-J day photo taken in August 1945 in Times Square is part of the way she tells her story.  My dad was conceived just a few weeks after this photo was taken (though this sailor and nurse are clearly not his parents).  Grandma uses this image to explain the spirit of the time which swept her up and led events.

 According to my grandmother, the man who was my dad's father (ie the babydaddy) was a sailor stationed at Great Lakes Naval Station near Chicago named Chuck Johnson.  She met him at a church bowling party in Kenosha, WI in fall 1945.  They went on a date, one thing led to another, and she became pregnant.  When she wrote to him letting him know her situation, the letter was returned unopened marked "Return to Sender: Deceased."

She was devastated, and began the process of putting the baby up for adoption.  She hid her pregnancy from her family, and spent the last months of her pregnancy in Madison, WI, where she gave birth. 

I began researching the father immediately in 1993, but was discouraged by my aunt who said if I found information that upset my grandmother it would be horrible.  [This theme of "keeping the secret," "saving face," "preserving reputations" keeps coming up]  I stopped the search for over a decade, but two years ago decided I could find the answers and then CHOOSE whether or not to share it with my grandmother.  It's my story, too.

So in 2010 I made a trip to Chicago to visit the Newberry Library genealogy stacks, the National Archives and the Great Lakes Naval Museum.  Many helpful people (I love librarians) gave me many ideas, but no conclusive answers.  I read through the accident logs from the Naval base during the months in which my dad would have been conceived, and there was no record of a Charles Johnson, or Chuck Johnson, being injured or dying.

I like pretty libraries.  And Chicago architecture.

A librarian at the Chicago Public Library turned me on to the social security death index database, which is amazing.  In it, I found 66 Charles and Chuck Johnsons, who fit the criteria I was looking for.  It also gave me date of birth and social security number for each of them. 

With this fantastic list in hand, I contacted the military personnel records archive in St Louis, MO .  I called and said "I have a list of SSNs and DOBs for Charles Johnsons.  Can you tell me which one (or two or ?) of them was stationed at Great Lakes Naval Station in Fall 1945?" And the voice on the other end of the line was silent.  "No ma'am.  I cannot.  That's not the way we work."

Why not?  I know why not.  If every kid across the planet who thought their daddy was a GI could get confirmation from the US government, there'd be a lot more child support checks issued.  He wasn't going to make this easy for  me.

So here's radical idea #1.  The Armed Forces already collects DNA from entering service members.  When I joined the Army in 1989, I had many shots and blood draws over the course of my Military Entrance Processing.  If the military wanted to promote responsible behavior of its service members (insert radical paradigm shift), they could store DNA for the purpose of confirming paternity for any claims that may come in the future, and make this policy well known during the indoctrination process.  This information could also be used in criminal cases (rape or other crimes leaving DNA evidence at the scene).

I can hear the drill sergeant now:  "Alright recruits [maggot puke, etc]! Welcome to the Army [Navy, Coast Guard, Marines, Air Force].  Notice the abundance of free condoms everywhere you turn, in your meal packs, where you pick up your paycheck, in restrooms, everywhere.  Carry a handful with you.  Prevent disease; prevent pregnancy. It's the right thing to do.  And if any mothers or children of your union(s) come forward with DNA evidence confirming that you're the babydaddy, your pay will be docked to support that child.  Simple.  Want to keep more of your paycheck?  Have fewer children.  Wear condoms.  Now drop and give me twenty!"

In the mean time, I'm sending requests one at a time for each of the 66 names.

Making Mead

Saturday, October 22, 2011.  The beginning of a new tradition.

Trudi and John invited wonderful people to their home for a mead making day.  A year from now we'll gather again to taste our projects and start the next batch.

Bottles washed, honey measured.

Honey from local produces Haefli and Soffel and a variety of yeasts made the recipe.  We harvested no honey this year from our bees.  Maybe next year.  Earlier that day I winterized three strong hives though, sliding "bee cozies," two inch foam boxes, over them to insulate them from the -30 degree chill.  I also arranged straw bales in a wind break.

Contemplating the love letters...

Probably the most important 'ingredient' was the intention we set for each bottle.  Elaine, fermenter extraordinaire, writes "love letters" for each batch of kefir, kim chee, and kombucha, having read Masuro Emoto's work related to the formation of water crystals under the influence of water, pictures and music. According to Emoto, sending positive messages to water influences its symmetry of crystals and beauty.  Elaine explained that the two most beneficial sentiments to express were love and gratitude. 

Lavender from Chris Keitges' garden. Instead of using commercially prepared yeast, I added the lavender and its coating of naturally occurring local yeasts as the inoculant for my batch.  Thank you, Chris!

I have many sentiments of love and gratitude for this mead.  I'm grateful to John and Tom of Haefli Honey for welcoming the San Luis Valley WannaBeekeepers to tour their honey house facility last summer and for the bottle of honey we each received as a memento of our trip.  I am grateful to Tracy Doyle for joining me on that trip and suggesting making a lavender mead.  I'm grateful to Chris Keitges for giving me some lavender from her garden to add to the mead.  I'm grateful to Patrick O'Neill and his family's grapes and raisins which are nourishing the yeast.  And I'm deeply grateful to the friends with whom I made the mead who host our bees on their wonderful organic farm.

Lavender mead

By then end of the evening, my bottle was covered with love letters.  They included "Thank you little friends... bees and yeasties!" and "Bee Kind to your Honey!"

Time to say something

Exciting times, communication-wise.  Occupy Wall Street and elsewhere, people are finding their voices to express themselves.

This week, I've had a few opportunities to speak up.  Sometimes it is a difficult decision for me, when to say something--should I let it ride, or do I have a responsibility to speak up?  One definition for leadership from NCEE says that we need to take responsibility for what matters to us.  So, I find the courage to speak up.

A friend who is in a new romantic relationship (one month) describes how her boyfriend wants to relocate to her city and move in with her.  I hear reluctance in her voice, even as she's describing the great sex and how flattered she is that he's "willing to move for her."  Disclaimer: I'm perhaps the worst person to give relationship advice, having divorced as many times as I've married.  But perhaps I've learned a thing or two about rushing into relationships, and I felt compelled to send her a message asking "Is that what you really want?"  I hoped it wasn't too "butt-in-ski" of me, and she said it wasn't. 

The Big Potato Dig

October 1st, 2011 Big Potato Dig at Ortega farm north of Alamosa, CO

Agronomist Patrick O'Neill invited me and several others to help hand dig potatoes from his research plot north of Alamosa, CO.   He is studying the impact of different soil conditions, amendments to the soil, etc on the nutrients in the potatoes. Because the potatoes in the different conditions needed to be kept separate from each other, it required hand digging and bagging them for weight.  He was also measuring the pounds of potatoes produced per 10 foot section of row.  Most of the potatoes were grown under organic conditions, but he also used the farmer's conventionally grown potatoes as the control condition for the study.  We were delighted to find worms in the soil; apparently, that is a pretty big deal here in the sandy soils of the San Luis Valley.  Somebody did something right with compost.

Volunteers dig the potatoes by hand to record how many pounds of potatoes are produced per ten foot row in each of the experimental conditions for the study.

Yukon Golds have pink eyes. Note the bits of straw in the soil--this helps with the worm hospitability.

It was a fun morning of chatting with other organically minded, local food-ies.  I worked a row with an organic farmer with blue hair, and we talked about beekeeping and GM canola.  Genetically modified canola, which is the only kind of canola allowed to be grown in the valley due to some legal weirdness, kills bees according to Tom Haefli, local commercial beekeeper.  He won't put his bees on canola fields, but California beekeepers will.

By lunch, we had bagged several samples.

You can't get much more local than this delicious lunch comprised of a roasted pumpkin from the nearby field, as well as potatoes (surprised?), spinach and Kretsinger beef.  Old timers told stories of sling-shotting rabbits while picking potatoes for  meat-and-potatoes field lunch.

It felt good to connect with people who not only believe in organic, sustainable food production, but who are doing something about it.  I was also happy to read today about a thirty-year study in Canada that shows that "organic farming outperformed conventional farming in every measure." 

Old-school earthen potato storage shed

After the potatoes are harvested by hand for the study, the farmer will harvest the rest of them by machine for donation to La Puente Homeless Shelter in Alamosa/the food bank network of the San Luis Valley.  Instead of giving them thousands of pounds all at once, the farmer will store them in an old-school earthen potato storage shed and deliver potatoes throughout the winter months.