How could anybody have you and lose you and not lose their mind, too?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h9TlaYxoOO8

Feelings about entangling and detangling, the beginnings and endings of relationships.

Choices about staying in relationship versus letting go

Forgiveness versus Reconciliation

Remembering what I already forgot, in the no longer and not yet.

Having the queasy sense of looking at an alternative timeline--what would have happened if...?

And deciding it would have been awful.  Yes, decidedly, it would have had to have been awful.